Thursday, September 24, 2009
My tatay called me last wednesday saying that they would fly here in Bataan due to medical reason of my nanay.
At first, I don't know what to think and feel so I just said that " o cge po d2 nlng ". And then later I realized the setting, the people, and situation here, so I suddenly change my mind. I became mad at them that's why when they called me again, I satarted asking them why they changed their mind (bcause they told me b4 that they would go to Mamburao insted of here and Manila), but then when I heard their reasons I learned that I was wrong. I feel guilty for what I had done, I shouldn't did that, I shouldn't allow my ego to reign over me.
When I realized evrything, I learned that I shoudn't think what others would think....
I know that no one would understand this blog of mine, because no one knows the situaion....
I just want to blog it, I just want to express my feelings though it is not written all here.....
To tell you,I'm not that vocal with my feelings which I think everybody mistaken about me. Yes, I do tell what's in my mind but there still thougths and feelings of mine that I cannot share to others....
E2 nlang muna.....
At first, I don't know what to think and feel so I just said that " o cge po d2 nlng ". And then later I realized the setting, the people, and situation here, so I suddenly change my mind. I became mad at them that's why when they called me again, I satarted asking them why they changed their mind (bcause they told me b4 that they would go to Mamburao insted of here and Manila), but then when I heard their reasons I learned that I was wrong. I feel guilty for what I had done, I shouldn't did that, I shouldn't allow my ego to reign over me.
When I realized evrything, I learned that I shoudn't think what others would think....
I know that no one would understand this blog of mine, because no one knows the situaion....
I just want to blog it, I just want to express my feelings though it is not written all here.....
To tell you,I'm not that vocal with my feelings which I think everybody mistaken about me. Yes, I do tell what's in my mind but there still thougths and feelings of mine that I cannot share to others....
E2 nlang muna.....
what we could have been, 8:12 AM.
