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Thursday, August 27, 2009

Today is ate Maria's b-day, my tita's special friend....
Tita bought her a gift, it's a cute white little bike that has a basket being attatched in the front. It has a double purpose, first as a design and then literaly as a basket. Actualy the basket in the front is the one that made it cute.... I used it, and my first try was not so good bcause I cannot manage to hold straigth the 'manebela'(hehehe) but after several times of trying I became used to it and became able to let my cousin ride with me.
I used and used it that's why I didn't noticed that the sun was already set....Hehehe

what we could have been, 7:10 AM.
Friday, August 21, 2009

hellw....Hmm....I have nothing to say, I just want to write.....
Hmm..Ah! Ok,......
My tita from Baguio arrived this afternoon with her family and she had a surprised for us, she was able to bring Nano with them, my inaanak and first ever pamangkin. I was glad after knowing that news bcause I thougth I could never see Nano again bcause my cousin and Nano's mother was not together, they're not realy in good terms as I observed. Actually my pamangkin was a product of aggresiveness so that was expected to happen, but at least Nano is here and my tita from Baguio said that she would talk to my pamangkin'n mother to have an arrangement regarding the costody of the child....

what we could have been, 8:29 AM.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Again, I infused meds but now it's better than before. My teacher allowed me to doit by myself. From the diluting til in the infusing.... It's a great experienced! I felt that I already used to it.. To tell you, I've expeinced to assisst in the insertion of straigth cath and to remove a foley cath by myself, even suctioning, inserting a suppository,hmm... what else? ah!!... giving of_____(forgot the name) in form of IV tougth it was difficult but not,and also removal of IV, but not all of these was easy for me to perform even til now , it is because I didn't do it always.....unlike in the infusing of meds... Oh, how I love it....!

what we could have been, 7:34 AM.
Sunday, August 16, 2009

My cuz just arrived at 4:00 this afternoon, if I'm not mistaken. Actually he didn't return home last friday and yesterday, he said that he's afraid bcause tita is mad at him, but it's his fult, imagine he supposed to go home early especially last week because their having an exam but he always went home late and last friday he drinks together with his classmates that's why tita got mad at him.......

what we could have been, 2:42 AM.
Thursday, August 13, 2009

Ma'am Andres, our dean told us to go down here in the library....I know what will going to happen, we will discuss the issue about ma'am lab, our C.I.....

Third year section A students are involve here and I saw some fourth year students to.
But not all my classmates want to involve. Actually I have the same feeling with them, I also don"t want to involve but, it couldn"t be happen, I know, even though my ates told me not to worry bcause they exclude me. But still I'm afraid.....

what we could have been, 6:21 PM.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009

This last 2 days for me was too tiring….

Last Monday night I went to Orani together with my 2 other classmates. We almost got lost finding the house of the patient that we need to interview. We entered almost all the street there hoping that was the acacia street we’re looking but still we are always wrong,
We also tried to ask the people there but they can’t give us the right direction because their place has a hobbit of interchanging there streets. And we almost reach the next town of Bataan because we really can’t find the house. But at last, after the long finding we succeeded, we found the house. It was located at the end of there street, if I’m not mistaken. We didn’t have a chance to interview the patient itself that’s why we interviewed the daughter. After interview we went home. I went with my other classmate bcause I decided not to return home bcause I would expend lots of penny for the transportations, that’s why I told her that I would change in there home b4 going to hospital.

On our way to my classmate’s home, ate called me telling the thing I don’t want to hear most. The issue was being spread, and it is bcause of me. I said it to one of my classmate because I though I could trust her but she broke her promised, she said to my other classmate and they told it to the person that is forbidden to hear the news(bcause it is all abt her). I cried and cried that’s why my ate decided to accompany me to the hospital. She talked to my teacher hoping that I would not be involved in this issue but I know that it wouldn’t be happen bcause I’m the reason. I know that it would be happen that’s why I told my classmate not to tell it to anyone, I even say please to her. I don’t know what to do, I heared that both of the parties are going to file a case (‘may demandahang magaganap’). The truth is I’m scared. I’m no used with this kind of problem and actually it is my first tme to encounter this kind of situation. Tomorrow will going to have a class, I don’t know what to do. Could I still step my feet in the school? My classmate told me that they will going to stay at my side, but what can they do. To be honest giving me a moral support is not enough for me, I know they wouldn’t understand me bcause they are not in my place. It wouldn’t be happened if I didn’t tell it to anyone, if I didn’t trust anyone abt this secret.

By the way last night we defend our case study and after that we had our party. We bring lots of food and we all had a take out after……hehehe. I received a gift, and I didn’t know that it was my teacher who picked my name. Thanks to her I have a lock and lock now and a cd of Harry Potter.

I’m so tired that’s why I woke up 3:00 this afternoon. If I’m not mistaken that was my first tme to wake up so late since birth, but it was understandable so it is ok…….

what we could have been, 3:24 AM.
Saturday, August 8, 2009

huhhhh......
It's been a long tiring day. It's our aquaintance tonigth and actualy its just finished few hours ago.

Well, I bought my dress tonight only yesterday and this mornig. Actually I prefer to wear a dress but it turned out in a shorts and white blouse with black blazer and a boots, it’s bcause of my classmate, she said that she would sell her dress to me that's why I waited for it til yesterday but still she forgot to bring it again. Actually I feel annoyed for what she’d done, but she’s forgiven now bcause even thought it happened I still got a dress to wear and I understand that she’s facing a difficult and uneasy situation now. Thanks to my classmates that helped me to find an outfit that will suit on me.

Acquaintance tonight is still the same but actually, for me, its no better from the last year. I didn’t enjoy it though I think others seem to like it and enjoy the night. Another thing is I didn’t like the food that they served for dinner especially the desert, I thought it was salad that’s why I even bother to say thank you to the waiter, but when I opened it I was dismay bcause it’s just a mixed fruits.

When ma’am told us that its ok to go, I stand up right away and went to the lobby to wait for my 2nd cousin bcause I said I will going to ride with them for my 1st cousin didn’t fetch me, but he explained to me and I understand him.

Hope next year acquaintance would be better and much enjoyable….! (But I appreciate all the efforts that our officers done for this event.) But still its no better than last year if you give emphasized on my preparation for this event!

what we could have been, 9:20 AM.
Sunday, August 2, 2009

I arrived 6:00 this morning from the hospital because we’re night shift now.
Actually I just came from the bed because I can’t stand my tiredness when I got home that’s why I directly went to my room….hehehe, ate Maria said that maybe I didn’t even have the chance to gurgle because when she arrive from the wet market she saw me dreaming already.

Yesterday I drink my vitamins to have energy for the night because I know that we’re not allowed to sleep in our duty hours and I also drink coffee for me to be awake, but all my preparations went to nothing because my eyes really want to close last night. I feel tipsy even though I’m not drunk and I also feel light that I cannot understand what ma’am is discussing to us. I didn't expect that was the feeling... Hope I'm now used to nigth shift because that's our sched til next week..... By the way we had a game last nigth and ma'm said that the loosing team will going to feed the winning team and our group is the lather so we're not going to expend..... hahaha...

what we could have been, 11:03 PM.

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