This last 2 days for me was too tiring….
Last Monday night I went to Orani together with my 2 other classmates. We almost got lost finding the house of the patient that we need to interview. We entered almost all the street there hoping that was the acacia street we’re looking but still we are always wrong,
We also tried to ask the people there but they can’t give us the right direction because their place has a hobbit of interchanging there streets. And we almost reach the next town of Bataan because we really can’t find the house. But at last, after the long finding we succeeded, we found the house. It was located at the end of there street, if I’m not mistaken. We didn’t have a chance to interview the patient itself that’s why we interviewed the daughter. After interview we went home. I went with my other classmate bcause I decided not to return home bcause I would expend lots of penny for the transportations, that’s why I told her that I would change in there home b4 going to hospital.
On our way to my classmate’s home, ate called me telling the thing I don’t want to hear most. The issue was being spread, and it is bcause of me. I said it to one of my classmate because I though I could trust her but she broke her promised, she said to my other classmate and they told it to the person that is forbidden to hear the news(bcause it is all abt her). I cried and cried that’s why my ate decided to accompany me to the hospital. She talked to my teacher hoping that I would not be involved in this issue but I know that it wouldn’t be happen bcause I’m the reason. I know that it would be happen that’s why I told my classmate not to tell it to anyone, I even say please to her. I don’t know what to do, I heared that both of the parties are going to file a case (‘may demandahang magaganap’). The truth is I’m scared. I’m no used with this kind of problem and actually it is my first tme to encounter this kind of situation. Tomorrow will going to have a class, I don’t know what to do. Could I still step my feet in the school? My classmate told me that they will going to stay at my side, but what can they do. To be honest giving me a moral support is not enough for me, I know they wouldn’t understand me bcause they are not in my place. It wouldn’t be happened if I didn’t tell it to anyone, if I didn’t trust anyone abt this secret.
By the way last night we defend our case study and after that we had our party. We bring lots of food and we all had a take out after……hehehe. I received a gift, and I didn’t know that it was my teacher who picked my name. Thanks to her I have a lock and lock now and a cd of Harry Potter.
I’m so tired that’s why I woke up 3:00 this afternoon. If I’m not mistaken that was my first tme to wake up so late since birth, but it was understandable so it is ok…….
           
           what we could have been, 3:24 AM.